weight update

Well last week I didn't post because I had gained like .6 of a lb and was totally depressed about that. I had also just found out that my hubby got laid off from his job for 2 weeks so on top of gaining I was totally freaking out. I am a stress eater and so I ATE alot of crap that day.. lucky I have an amazing father who stepped up to help us out. He hired Nick to do some random stuff around his house and he would pay him. Anyway, I vowed to be better cause the first 20lbs is coming of way to slow for my liking.. So this week I lost the .6 that I gained and so Im starting off fresh. I hate having to worry about EVERYTHING I eat.. its so dang lame!!! I just wanna sit on my couch and eat candy bars and ice cream and it not make a difference. So hopefully I will have a better week!